Money.

After a long pleading and talk, me and Ali are back together again. Decided to give it another try for a month, see how things work out.

Its so...

Anyways, Im really broke recently there goes my bad mood of talking or blogging. I have no idea how did I spend all money when I don't even shop or drink much anymore!

People always says that the money I get is more than enough for me. I don't know how, why its always not enough. I did my budget and everything, its just okay. And when Ali is with me his money finishes fast as well. End up I came with one conclusion, I eat too much. We spend a hell lot of money in food.

Relationships, apart from losing some freedom and stuff, does it makes you lose a lot of money as well. For example, dating needs money. And everyone knows in this city, once you step out of your door you have to spend at least like 50 bucks. Just for meal or a normal chit chat with coffee or tea.

Any activities extra? Top up 50 bucks again.

Its like, giving you heart and soul is not enough, you have to give your income as well, to make the relationship works. If you deny, imagine this, not spending any money during dating means staying at home all day long doing nothing. It could be fun for some time, but eventually you still need to go out so that you won't die of boredom.

And blame the government and world crisis, price of petrol is so freaking high. And how I wish that taxi here is safe and cheap. Or at least subways.

I'm just a poor student now. I hope that I could earn some extra income to buy those beautiful shoes and dress, but I can't. Have to study and all. How I wish money would just fall down from sky.