we fell on the ground, should we stand up again?

I believe that this month I will manage to save some cash. I mean there's nothing much for me to do.

I have to admit, I'm having a big time heart ache right now. I feel sad, angry, lost, miserable. All the symptoms of  those useless women I've seen. I hate to see myself being like this. 

I am not gonna care, or act anymore. I am not gonna care how to be the perfect person for everyone, I'm not gonna care how people would think of me. 

Seriously, why making myself so unhappy? 

Life is too short to live.